thankful to be alive, even with half opened eyes.

decisions are meant to be made.

bjork says:

"I've always been happy, silly, sad, boring, furious, ecstatic, in love, the whole scale, all at the same time. So if I'm not happy all the time, it doesn't make me unhappy, if you see what I mean."

i say:

"me too."

june 07 2004

my head hits the tops of trees as i dance on down the street.
i'd sing you songs if you were here, of love and life so sweet.
the truth is that i cry too much, and i am very afraid.
but honesty and promises kept are how best friends are made.

those days, these days.

i remember you the way you were before. always trying to impress me, i never knew who you were. i noticed you as soon as i knew you. lovely in those days. do you remember almost failing high school, and the first time you called me on the telephone? my hands were always nervous. now we've replaced these fragile things with swollen hearts and serious strings. what i mean to say is that i remember you the way you were before, and letting go was the best thing we've ever done in life, but let's not try to do it again, if we can.

two way dreams.

love is at the same time the strongest thing there is, and absolutely the most fragile.